Showing posts with label personal thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal thoughts. Show all posts

Monday, October 12, 2009

My Internship I

I am Back!!!


Before I apply the internship in singapore, I thought it can proceed easily by follow their country procedure.

The truth is, i wait for three months to apply three company in singapore (Two from my Head of Department & one from my mum), but all fail....

The main reason is, Student VISA Or Work Permit Problem......

In middle of September, i received a call from my industrial H.O.D & Mum together, they told me the internship application in sg has some problem. I have to find some local internship within two weeks...

two be continue....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

沒有永遠對的價值觀


朋友手拿一份報紙
說讓我做一個小小的測驗,我欣然同意了。

問題一:
如果你知道有一個女人懷孕了,她已經生了八個小孩,
其中有三個耳朵聾、兩個眼睛瞎、一個智能不足,
而這女人自己又有梅毒,請問,你會建議她墮胎嗎?

我剛要回答,朋友制止了我,又問我第二個問題。

問題二:
現在要選舉一名領袖,而你這一票很關鍵。
下面是關於這三位候選人的一些事實:

候選人A:
跟一些不誠實的政客有往來,而且會咨詢占星學家。
他有婚外情,是一個老煙槍,每天喝810杯的馬丁尼。

候選人B:
他過去有兩次被解雇的記錄,睡覺睡到中午才起來,
大學時吸過鴉片,而且每天傍晚會喝一夸特的威士忌。

候選人C:
他是一位受勛的戰爭英雄,素食主義者,不抽煙,
只偶爾喝一點啤酒。從沒有發生過婚外情。
請問你會在這些候選人中選哪一個?



朋友讓我把答案寫在紙上,然後告訴我:
候選人A是:富蘭克林‧羅斯福,
候選人B是:溫斯頓‧邱吉爾,
候選人C是:亞道夫‧希特勒。
我聽了答案驚訝地張大了嘴巴。
朋友表情凝重地問我:
你是不是為世界人民選擇了希特勒?
那你會建議這位婦女墮胎嗎?
說:當然墮胎啊。
朋友說:你殺了貝多芬,她是貝多芬的母親。
我又一次吃驚地張大了嘴巴。
朋友說:嚇一跳吧?本來你認為很好很人道主義的答案,
結果卻扼殺了貝多芬、創造了希特勒?
最後朋友總結道:
所以不要用既定的價值觀來思考事物。
我抓過朋友手中的報紙,原來真是一個測驗題,題目是《你的決定滅了誰》。
重要的是,不是我們在哪,
而是我們要往哪走......

繁忙的都市裡,有著許多為工作打拚的人,
大家總習慣於把工作當成生活的重心,
 
為了滿足社會的價值,
不惜出賣自己的時間與身體,
捨不得多花時間投資健康,
以至於錯過了陪同孩子成長的機會、
忽略了身旁關心自己的親友、輕忽了自己的身體。

珍惜,果真要在錯過後才能感受?
沒有人知道明年今日會怎麼?

人世無常,趕緊把握當下,把心中的感激告訴愛你的人、
用行動關心你的家人,把每一天都當成人生的最後一段,
即使走了,也能讓自己及身旁的人了無遺憾。

我想我也錯過了很多很多.......

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

人生,該是加法!

有一個年輕人大學畢業後準備報考研究所並同時應徵了一份非常嚮往的工作 然而似乎天不從人願他研究所沒有考上 原先最嚮往的工作也沒有錄取 還跟女朋友分手他受不了精神上的打擊整個人變得極為憂鬱退縮

好朋友介紹他去向一位心理治療師求助
他憂愁地說:「我的研究所沒考上想要的工作沒錄取女朋友也告吹了 這些我都失去了我現在什麼都沒有了!」



在跟治療師傾訴完自己的不幸之後
治療師耐心微笑地問了他幾個問題
怎麼會什 麼都沒有呢 想一想五年前的你有大學文 憑嗎?」 沒有。」 所以現在的你比起五年前多了張大學文!」

五年前的你有一技之長嗎?」「沒有。」「所以現在的你至少在工作實力上
比起五年前要好了很多!」

五年前你有跟你剛分手的女朋友在一起嗎?」
也沒有。」「所以現在的你也沒有比以前慘不但如此 你還在大學裡交到了一群死黨 接著治療師用一種興奮的口氣對他說

想一想這五年來你不但沒有失去很多反而得到了很多你的生命中多了很多原本沒有的東西你的收穫多大啊!」
年輕人頓時豁然開朗 其實又何止是這個年輕人呢


人,都很容易把焦點給定在自己所「失去」的東西,


都很喜歡用『減法』來看自己的人生、生活。


然而,人生該是『加法』!
該多用『加法』的角度來看自己的生活,多看自己所「得到」的 少看自己所錯失的,必會讓您有許多意想不到的驚喜與感動。


很多人都會陷入『減法』的人生觀
,以至於現代人的憂鬱症狀越趨嚴重, 甚至憂鬱症還被"世界衛生組織" WHO


給預言為人類「二十一世紀第三大疾病」!


此現象的嚴重可見一般。


故人生應該要多用
" 加法" ,少用"減法 "

人生沒有太多的應該,只有感恩

人生沒有太多的擔心,只有放下

人生沒有太多的等待
只有趁現在

Friday, May 8, 2009

《狗狗与我的十个约定》

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My life is likely to last ten to fifteen years.Any separation from you will painful for me.Remember that before you buy me.

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Give me time to understand what you want of me.

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Place your trust in me-it`s crucial to my Well-being.

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Don`t be angry at me for long and don`t lock me up as punishment.You haver your work,your entertainment and your friends.I have only you.

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Talk to me sometimes.Ever if I don`t understand your words,I understand your voice when it`s speaking to me.

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Be aware that however you treat me,I`ll never forget it.

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Remember before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily crushthe bones of your hand,but that I choose not to bite you.

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Before you scold me for being uncooperative,obstinate or lazy,ask yourself if something might be bothering me.Perhaps I`m not getting the right food,or I`ve been out in the sun too ?long or my heart is getting old and weak.

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Take care of me when I get old.you,too,will grow old.

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Go with me on difficult journeys.Never say,I can`t bear to ?watch it or Let it happen in my absence.Everything is easier for me if you are there.Remember I love you.


Tuesday, January 6, 2009

2008->>2009

终于要开学了!!!

说实在的,放假放到有些"显"了...想过回普通上课的日子咯!

在这个假期里,算是有些浪费,也是有些值得.

浪费的是,并没有好好的利用完这假期.

值得的是,学到了很多.

也看到了很多自己失去的........

其中一个,是在我去 gua tempurung 的时候,在洞穴里面认识的.

好不容易遇到了一个能让我动心的女生...............却有缘无份.............

haiz..................

不说了,说说下这假期做了什么吧...

旅行咯......做project咯......回老家咯.......找junior吹水咯.....还有看美女咯........

总结是,这是个值得的假期!

有些是我和team member一起做的.有些是advice FYP 的,有些是教junior做的.....
Simple haptic arm
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Micro Airborne Vehicle,MAV ( electronics part )
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Projectile Motion Experiment Equipment ( electronics part )
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UTAR blind robot

Robot Arm with Analogue Control ( DMH2 )
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This thing.....u noe la
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MAV MK II -still haven finish yet, juz start, under UTAR title
"multi agent in deforestation monitoring system"
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Thursday, December 18, 2008

Torn between being an adult and a child

I believe my title explains it all.

I am now torn between being an adult and a child. Being an adult means a bag of burden on your back. You can never escape from it, because you are THE adult. Being a child would rather mean living in your comfort zone, everything done by your parents. Well, probably not everything, but most of the things. You should know what i mean by this.

Now.

There is a stage in life that is called growing up. How old are we now? 19? 20? 21? Probably around this range. We do consider ourselves young adults. But as we grow older, the responsibility on us increases. Like it or not, this is the way of life, unless we are born with the golden key where everything is well planned for us.

Now, why am i complaining that much about this. Something must have happened to me, agree? As mentioned before, i was hospitalised for two times. Nothing to be proud of, but collecting scars is my new hobby right now. My prized scar is the 6 inch long scar behind my back. At least i got some stories to tell my grandchildren next time.

"Your grandpa is a war hero". By the way, cold war hero between couples.

Sometimes, we tend to take things for granted. One of the thing is insurance. Everyone should have insurance, agree? If something bad happen, at least you are insured. So, with this hospital thing, i have tons of bills to settle. Not to mention some idiotic credit service sending legal letter to me claiming to take legal action against me if i do not pay up my bills. It's $100 only by the way. Sadly, there is no one for me to rely on this time. No more crying out help to mum and dad.

Come to think of it, we have been relying too much on our parents. The thing is, by the time we are separated from our parents, we will only realise the amount of responsibility that our parents have been carrying on our behalf. Easy things like preparing your meal, wash your clothes, clean your room, manage your things well are always done by our parents. We rarely need to lift our finger. Now, being 1000++ km away from my parents, everything is on my own. To live or to die, it all my choice. In the end, it's all about being responsible and being an adult.

I am not saying being a child has no responsibility. Some children has terrible childhood and we should be glad that we have both parents taking care of us. Children under foster care not only suffers from discrimination, they also have to take care of themselves once they past 18 years old. However, i really miss that innocent and sweet looking smile hanging on the baby's face. To them, this world is so beautiful and full of wonder. They have no stress, no responsibility, no problems, no headaches, no bills to solve, no assignments to worry about, no last minuet study for exam, no money problem. In a nut shell, they are king in their own world.



Don't you just miss those days?

Tips of the day: Never stress yourselves out. Instead, take things easy. It's all about your choice. You can choose to do things happily without stress, or complain and whine all the way. It's all up to you. But again, easy said than be done.


Thursday, October 30, 2008

Good old exam spirit

This is..
The season of joy and sorrow..
The season of love and hatred..

What else can it be??



EXAM!!!

Joy as we welcome the holiday after this long exhausting semester;
Sorrow as we let our poor brain work OT non stop for weeks;
Love as we start to appreciate the beauty of friendship;
Hatred as we start to curse our lecturers and everyone related to exam.


During student life, you can never run from exam..
It is somehow part of student life, like it or not..
Ever since i arrive at UNSW, this is the first time i am taking an official university exam.. Excited.. Thrill.. Motivated.. and not to mention.. TIRED!

Why..
Look at this picture.. The red line is the path i need to walk to get to my exam venue..


I can assure you, the journey is even worse when you have those idiotic flies that send high frequency buzz into your ear non stop.. Phew, imagine a 45 minutes walk before you even sit for your exam. What a wonderful plan by UNSW to keep student healthy and fit..

Now, back to exam..

This is probably the most exciting exam that i ever had in my life.. The questions for the exam was given to us 2 weeks ago, as promise by our lecturer.. We prepared the answer beforehand and during the exam, all we need to do is to bring the "prepared answer sheet" into the exam hall. It is open book test btw..

Being a caution fella, i thought the lecturer might plan to surprise us by tweaking the question.. But i could not imagine that the questions are totally the same.. SAME!!! I was like... OMG!! And the rest is history..

I spent 2 hours busy copying the answer, that's all. But if you ask me am i confident that i can score full mark for this exam, i definitely will say no. Law questions are full of bull shit and it is up to the lecturer to decide. Not to mention as engineering student, there is no formulae in answering law questions.

Nevertheless, this had been a damn good experience.

Right now, i can see High Distinction flying to me.. *dreaming again*

Ah well, at least my good old exam spirit is back. Otherwise i will spend all my time playing crimsonland, watching movies or chatting..


I can feel the FIRE within me!

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Btw, there will be a newborn baby boy in my place.. wohoo.. the dad is so happy! congrats to him!


Saturday, October 25, 2008

Just me

Life has been quite a turnout for me, at least i think so.

Being granted the opportunity to come to Australia has been quite a surprise for me. Well, i thought i was probably the luckiest guy on earth. Somehow, things does not progress smoothly throughout the way.

Speaking of bad lucks, i guess it somehow started off with the scholarship. It was meant to be lucky to me, isn't it? Friends are telling me that how lucky i am to be able to further my studies overseas. Sometimes i wonder to myself, am i really that lucky?

Probably all these are not known to you guys, but these are the problems i faced so far...

  1. Application for UNSW admission. Somehow i was given two student IDs. Took me almost a month to resolve it.
  2. Somehow, my application for visa was not approved by the system. In the end, i have to call them up to approve it manually.
  3. Late approval of Confirmation of Enrollment (COE) by UNSW. Thank god i still managed to buy air ticket last minute despite the huge crowd flying over to Sydney to celebrate World Youth Day 08.
  4. Sick on the day before my flight.
  5. Cannot enrollment into subjects due to limited spaces.
  6. Six class clashes as i am almost the last to enrol and there are not much of a choice left.
  7. Not quite supporting teammate in projects.
  8. This is probably the best of all, hospitalised in Sydney during my first trip to Australia!
  9. The list goes on..

Sometimes, i couldn't help but to start wondering.. Have i actually made the right choice coming here? Am i really prepared to face all these challenges, physically and mentally. Are these problems actually karma from the past; those guilt and dark secret that have haunted me for years are now back to seek their revenge?

I have always dream of being successful, be it in my studies or my future. I want to excel in everything. But obstacles are popping out of nowhere, hindering me from achieving what i want. Someone mentioned that obstacles are there to test whether how determine are you to achieve what you want. Hmm.. how true is that? What if the obstacles are never ending? We are humans and sometimes we are tired of all these obstacles. The feeling of wanting to let go and not to give a damn anymore to our dreams are so tempting.

Probably this is what they call, expectation of life! My old friends, and most of my new friends commented that i have too much expectation of myself. It might seems so, but all i wish was to do my best. Perhaps my old friends are already used to my quote, " Have you done your best?" But i find that is my way of life. I always wanted to strive in what i am doing. Kiasu? Yea probably..

Well, the only explanation i can come out right now for myself is..

Everything happens for a reason. Someday, it might dawn upon me that all the challenges that i have faced made me who i am. At least i hope so. But this is something i must do for sure: I have to walk the path i have chosen.

"Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." - Ralph Waldo Emerson-

A promise to myself, i will definitely leave a trail behind...
And of course, achieving my dream : Success is always with me!
Am i able to do so?
Who knows..

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams" -Elanor Roosevelt-



Note: Phew, what a relieve.. It does help a lot after writing down all these.. Haha, lengthy post! Geez, my friend advice me to let go of my expectation.. but after weeks of trying, i still fail at doing so. Probably because this is who i am, the unique me LOL






Sunday, October 19, 2008

Money As Debt = SLAVERY


Think about it.

Like it or not, money is the basic for survival in this world.

Agree?

But how many of us actually understand how money is created?
If money is as real and tangible as how we have always assumed, then why are money disappearing from the economy market so easily?

Long story short, this youtube video will do all the explanation.

Enjoy!




Now, the story continues...

"None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free"
-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe


Do you think this is no truer than the current financial situation, are we not all slaves to the banks?



Bankers are wonderful people. Trust me. You do not want to mess with them.

Once you are no longer able to pay your debt with your normal earning, you have to put in extra effort to keep your obligations to the bank.

Now, what does this tells you?
Congratulations! You have officially joined the slavery forces of the bank.Do not fear as the bank will take good care of you. They are the merciless institution that will try their very best to get his money from you, and not forgetting the wonderful interest!

I am no christian, but there is a sense of truth in the bible.
" He who borrows, become a slave of him who loans" - Bible

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An interesting fact i found on the net.

Two thousands year ago, a Roman Senator suggested that
all slaves wear white armbands to better identify them.

"No," said a wise Senator,
"If they see how many of them are, they might revolt."

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So..

What do you think?

Look around you, there are slaves everywhere.

Do you want to be part of them?

Cheers!


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editor's note: Think twice before getting a loan from the bank. Creditors are always the devil in disguise.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Good Luck

Exam.. exam, exam!

Yo, i know now is the exam season for some of my friends in Malaysia.
Especially those studying in Tunku Abdul Rahman College (TARC) or University Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR).

Also, for some of my friends undertaking spm trials!

Good luck peeps!

You guys might need some luck tho.

And also, i pray that all of you will pass the exam with flying colours!
When i say flying, i mean it lol.

Tada, isn't it flying?


And with that, i believe each and everyone of you can achieve success in life. Well, at least you have done your best right? There is nothing for you to regret.

Famous quote from me:

"Have you done your best?" - ks


I thought of sharing some study tips here, but i doubt it will work for everyone.
Nevertheless, hope you find this useful.

1. DO NOT burn the midnight oil, sleep at least 6 hours a day.
2. Try to relax 1 hour before the exam, calm mind always works better.
3. For those who has religion, pray very sincerely to your god to guide you.
4. This is my favourite: Drink chicken essense!
5. Last minute study = ask people. Just ask those genius out there. It's better than you trying
to figure out yourself.
6. Be friend with your lecturer. Sometimes they are angels =), but sometimes devil =(

Well, thats all.
I am waiting to hear some good news from everyone of you.



Friday, September 5, 2008

Ethics vs Law


Recently i have been obsessed with business related law, ie corporate law, competition law, tax law, etc etc.. Actually it is part of my assignment to do so as i am asked to decide on a business structure for my laptop manufacturing and selling business.

But hey, what is your first impression on law? Nerdy? Wordy? Perhaps, lazy! Omg, i couldn't imagine how those lawyers come up with pages of rules and regulations. It is really driving me crazy reading through all the sections and divisions. But, as i progress, i realise how unlawful the law is, and how it can be manipulated by individuals for personal gain.



This is clearly illustrated in here. Coles is highly regarded as supermarket in Australia with the cheapest price. However, they are pressing the suppliers and farmers to lower their price of product so that coles can enjoy higher rate of profit. If they refuse, they will simply deal with you the rough way. How? You never want to know it.

And think about this. How often do you see ONE supermarket dominating over one suburb? Taking KL for example, we have MidValley, One Utama, etc etc. But, you might wonder why in Kingsford here Westfield is the only shopping mall? Think about it. If there is no competitors for them, price fixing is obviously a major problem here. Are they that successful that they manage to strip their competitors naked? NO! Certainly there is something unlawful going on, and we are obviously not aware of it and no action has been taken because according to the law, this is legal.

And what has the government been doing? Well, they come up with this brilliant plan. They setup a website, and it reports the price of grocery all around Australia. Is that all? Yes, this is the best they can do? Are they trying their best here? NO! Same goes to the price of property in Sydney. Why is it so expensive? In fact, Sydney is considered one of the most expensive place to stay in the world. Why? Obviously someone is behind this scam and certainly it is legal. Otherwise, i won't be paying $200 per week for rental.

Here comes the question.

In business, does ethics and morality holds? Or profit is everything as long as it is legal in the eyes of law.

A very simple example. If you try to sue some big companies for compensation, they will bury you alive with legal fees even before you enter the court. They will request for whole lots of legal documents and you won't even have the money to pay for the legal fee. So, you end up unable to sue them. Now, who is right and who is wrong? Everything here is legal and there is no doubt that they are operating by the law. In some cases, the company even force people to commit suicide, thus they are termed the 'tough negotiator'. This is legal, but is it ethical?


My personal view is the world is so corrupted that profit certainly comes before ethics. It is easier to identify the law, but not so easy to identify morality. Breach of law has far more serious consequences while breach of morality doesn't really affect some people. They have a heart of rock. So, is there a role for ethics in business?

Another example, have you ever wondered how terrorist are financed? Certainly these people are receiving big money, but how? Read this, under illegitimate purpose. The reason they have yet to obtain any evidence is because the people financing them are obviously protected by the law. But it is obviously not ethical to do so. Then you might ask, why does the government doesn't change the law? Well, money can practically buy anything.

Geez, this is a corrupted world eh?

Law isn't something that great afterall, don't you agree?

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On other note, will you pay corporate tax or will you try to avoid it? People may argue that if corporate giants are not paying their tax, the government will not have resources to run the country and also benefit the citizens.

But what if the tax we paid end up in the pocket of some scumbag? Remember our Boleh-land. Pet**nas is making shits of money, read here. But guess what? Government still complain not enough money for development, bla bla bla. Holy shit, i rather donate my money to charitable organisation rather than to the blood sucking government.

So, think twice when you are paying tax!
Hurray to tax mitigation !!!